Before I was mom

Posted on Sunday, May 11 at 7:17 pm

Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby.
I didn’t worry whether or not my plants were poisonous.
I never thought about immunizations.
Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on.
Pooped on.
Chewed on.
Peed on.
I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts.
I slept all night.
Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests.
Or give shots.
I never looked into teary eyes and cried.
I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.
I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.
Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn’t want to put them down.
I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn’t stop the hurt.
I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much.
I never knew that I could love someone so much.
I never knew I would love being a Mom.
Before I was a Mom - I didn’t know the feeling of having my heart outside my body.
I didn’t know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby.
I didn’t know that bond between a mother and her child.
I didn’t know that something so small could make me feel so important and happy.
Before I was a Mom - I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay.
I had never known the warmth, the joy, the love, the heartache, the wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom.
I didn’t know I was capable of feeling so much before I was a Mom.

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Life is Too Short

Posted on Friday, May 9 at 7:16 pm

There Are Moments In Our Lives When We Find Ourselves At A Crossroad.
Afraid, Confused, Without A Road Map.
The Choices We Make In Those Moments Can Define The Rest Of Our Days.
Of Course, When Faced With The Unknown,
Most Of Us Prefer To Turn Around And Go Back.
But Once In A While, People Push On To Something Better.
Something Found Just Beyond The Pain Of Doing It Alone,
And Just Beyond The Bravery And Courage It Takes To Let Someone In,
Or To Give Someone A Second Chance.
Something Beyond The Quiet Persistence Of A Dream.
Because It’s Only When You’re Tested That You Truly Discover Who You Are &
It’s Only When You’re Tested That You Discover Who You Can Be.
The Person You Want To Be Does Exist,
Somewhere On The Other Side Of Hard Work, Faith & Belief.
Beyond Heartaces & Fear Of What Lies Ahead.

Laugh When You Can, Apologize When You Should, and Let Go Of What You Can’t Change. Kiss Slowly, Play Hard, Forgive Quickly, Take Chances, Give Everything, & Have No Regrets. Life Is To Short To Be Anything But Happy.

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Status Change

Posted on Thursday, May 8 at 3:15 am

I found this on the web and just thought I’d share it with you all. It has really touched my heart and I hope it will do the same for you. May you learn something from this post of mine.

There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she’s blind.
She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He’s always there for her.
She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend.
One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she can see
everything, including her boyfriend.Her boyfriend asked her, “now that you can see the world, will you marry me?”

The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend is blind too, and
refused to marry him. Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying.
“Just take care of my eyes dear.” This is how humans change when their status changes.

Only few remember what life was before, and who has always been there in the most painful situations.Today before you think of saying an unkind word ,Think of someone who can’t speak.
Before you complain about the taste of your food,think of someone who has nothing to eat.
Before you complain about your husband or wife,think of someone who’s crying out to God for a companion.Today before you complain about life,think of someone who went too early to heaven.Before you complain about your children,think of someone who desires children but they’re barren.Before you argue about your dirty house, someone didn’t clean or sweep,think of the people who are living in the streets.Before whining about the distance you drive,think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.When you are tired and complain about your job,think of the unemployed, the disabled and those who wished they had your job.But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another Remember that not one of us are without sin and we all answer to one maker.

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down.Put a smile on your face and thank God you’re alive and still around.

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oh wow

Posted on Wednesday, May 7 at 2:52 am

Wow it’s been awhile since I last blogged. I just have been very busy with real life stuffs. It’s the last semester of school for my kids so I have been really busy helping them and teaching them the stuffs they are still confused about. Im also starting to potty train my two year old. Sometimes she remembers to go and sometimes she doesn’t. Im really impress by her though since she just recently started learning her ABC’s and she can count to 70. Hey she is getting there. I guess it’s because she watches alot of Sesame Street and Barney. I don’t really make her watch teletubbies since all they seem to say is “uh oh” “lala and some other crap. LOL. Heh I know this is such a useless post but I just thought I’d let you all know whats new in my life. I’ll be blog hopping and returning comment right as soon as I finish updating my graphic site and my layout site. Oh speaking of layout, I finally manage to change my site layout. What do you all think? Anyways I guess I’ll go for now. Laters!

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Truth about love

Posted on Monday, Apr 21 at 5:05 am

Love is like a rumor, everyone talks about it but no one really knows. The word “Love” has been overused, misunderstood, taken out of context, and has become the cause of pure craziness. Love is the hardest habit to break and the most difficult to satisfy. Sometimes I just want to be a kid again, because skinned knees are easier to heal then broken hearts. When it comes to getting over past loves your whole world becomes blurred. Trying to forget someone you loved is like trying to remember someone you never knew. Love gets even more difficult when expectations begin to exceed pass the impossible. You see…. Girls get with guys thinking they can change them, while guys get with girls thinking they’ll never change from the person that they were @ the beginning. Truth is, true love does not come by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. The best relationship will be between two people whose love for each other exceeds their need for each other. But of course love comes with the same routine. It begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop. You will never know true happiness until you have loved, and you will never understand what pain is until you have lost that love. The hottest love will have the coldest end. You won’t really die from a broken heart; you’ll only have wished you did. Girls should always know that man is not worth your tears, and the one that is will never make you cry. Don’t cry over someone who won’t cry over you. A girl should recognize that a man doesn’t love her because she is beautiful, but feel beautiful because he loves her. Be smart and compassionate. Love the heart that hurts you and never hurt the heart that loves you. When love comes to an end, don’t cry because it’s over just smile because it happened. I believe that my husband is my best friend before anything more, We will have experienced the hardest struggles together and overcome them as a team. He will have been there @ the beginning, and standing strong till the end. We won’t know we’re in love until fate decides the time is right. You see…. Love is sometimes denied, sometimes lost, sometimes unrecognized, but in the end it will always be found with no regrets and forever valued & kept treasured. In a friendship we sometimes let affection go unspoken, let our love go unexpressed, and sometimes end up being lost finding the words to describe our feelings. Especially to those we love the greatest. The best feelings are those that have no words to describe. The love that we can’t have will last the longest, feel the strongest, and hurt the most.

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